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𓆩*𓆪 TRAUMAGENIC SYSTEM 𓆩*𓆪
prns: front · Bodily 24 · proqueer disabled and neurodivergent artists




tone indictors NOT needed, we will simply ask for clarification




▐ Hello! My name is Gabriel, and I am the host. My pronouns are he/him, and I am transmasc. My labels include: Boyflux, omni, demiaroace, aegoaroace, liminalgender, and several others. My favorite animal is HORSE and I am animal-hearted! Runner-up are gastropods (sea slugs specifically). Shellos and Gastrodon<3 I'm the only one who uses I/me/my, everyone else uses we/our. We have a self harm problem, it may appear in our art from time to time. Also I never ever ever shut the fuck up about my own characters. I love yapping. I love sharing my own art. I love to infodump. I WILL send you massive paragraphs about random bullshit.
▐ Special interests are:
- Visual art, just, like, in general
- MLP, gens 3 and 4
- Cedar Point, like, the amusement park
- Mental health for some reason
- Also MOGAI labels for some reason
- Mildly Minecraft
▐ Non-observant Jew, raised Christian and Wican, currently agnostic spiritual Satanist. No longer associated with the Satanic Temple. Never associated with the Church of Satan.
▐ I like all sorts of videogames, but some on my top list are Minecraft, Splatoon, Pokemon, and ummm Style Savvy Trendsetters for the Nintendo 3DS. I also play VR games, I'm VERY into Beat Saber, and I'm in the 2025 Life Drawing Art Fair + world gallery!
▐ My music taste is kind of all over the place. I listen to basically everything, but I'm a big fan of digital hardcore, emo, liminalcore, punk rock/pop punk/ska, and lots of others. You can see what I've been listening to here!




▐ I have "a lot going on" according to my old psych so here's a list of my issues if you want to get a feel on how my brain works i guess lmao



| Professional diagnoses and recognition |
|---|
| Major depressive disorder |
| Generalized anxiety disorder |
| Cluster B personality disorder, high suspicion of BPD (+ hx of NSSI) |
| ADHD inattentive type |
| PTSD (suspicions of CPTSD) |
| DPDR + P-DID |
| OCD (unspecified type) + dermatillomania |
| Bipolar II |
| UFED |
| 3 specific phobias |
| Hypermobility (presumably EDS) |
| SOME kind of sleep disorder we're trying to figure it out |
▐ If you want to ask why/how I self DX feel free to ask. That is, unless you're just gonna be a snide closed-minded ignorant motherfucker. Don't waste your or my time.

| Self DX or presumed | Signs/symptoms, concerns |
|---|---|
| Autism (crazy right) | guys i think i might be cooked cuz everything that was here got diagnosed |
| Dyslexia | okay NPD might be on the table... |
| Contact dermatitis |

▐ 𝑳eo | Fluffs/Thing/Itself/He/They ⚝
!! ❵⤳ Little - ISH
⇢ Cat therian. Pronouns in order of preference/use. Fluffgender. Aro and ace/repulsed. Young, between toddler to adolescent, but unspecified. Types in all lowercase. Hyperempathetic, mute around groups and/or strangers. Loves stuffed animals, fluffy things, blankies, doodling, cute things. High emotional intellect, monitors system health. Please AVOID (even playful) aggression and sexual topics.
▐ 𝑪lover | She/It ꕤ
!! ❵⤳ Introject
⇢ Bubbly and sociable, concerned for the wellbeing of others. Wants to do what she can to take care of everybody, but is kind of nervous. New, hasn't been around a lot. More will probably be added sometime later.
▐ 𝑹ust | He/Him 🗡
!! ❵⤳ Introject - Protector
⇢ The newest member, he's not really interested in being social. Seems to present himself as purely functional, purely existing to prevent self-harm. Friends with Clover. Monotone, formal, very serious overall. If he's fronting generally best to not interact
▐ Especially due to the nature of P-DID, it is largely me, Gabriel, at the wheel. If you wish to speak to a particular alter, you'll have to wait until they're around next. Individual front triggers are few and far between but will not be stated, that's something for you to figure out on your own if you must.
▐ 𝑴ason | None/Mason/He 🗡
!! ❵⤳ Persecutor
⇢ Vastly prefers to not be referred to at all, period. AroAce. (Gendervoid genderfuck angergender type shit -G). Deeply antisocial, exhibits symptoms of ASPD. Truly honestly disinterested in any kind of social interaction. In general tends to front in the morning if at all. Tries his best to stay away, is triggered by extremely irritating and frustrating situations and specific individuals.
▐ 𝑬ve | She/Her ☙
!! ❵⤳ Caretaker?
⇢ Tired mom transbian. Trans in a like, lapisfem or a sys tfem way. Sweet, but down-to-earth. Can be kind of shy but really wants to socialize. Self conscious of her voice because she's English. Loves VRChat, even if it makes her depressed because she can't bring herself to talk to anybody






▐DNI
- TERFs/SWERFs
- Truscum/transmeds and "sysmeds" (see below)
- Transphobes xenophobes racists groomers etc. basic stuff
- Lots but not all of radqueer stuff. HEAVY anti-c. Paras are ok, (fucking homosexuality used to be considered a para for god's sake) and I know you can't control this kind of thing, but I'm VERYYY anti-irl/anti-c etc. for things like.. y'know, necro and pedophilia.
- Disorder demonization, romanticization, and infantilization
- Bad faith/troll/harmful identities and actual fakeclaimers/people who just want to be quirky and rp
- Anyone who harasses, demonizes, or is otherwise intolerant of all who use the endogenic label. Even if you don't agree with it, these are still people.
- Similarly, "anti-antis" or whatever. Idc if you don't like proship content that's fine but anybody who actively harasses and witch hunts people (especially kids) over dumb shit needs to go outside
- Consistent progressivists (radical anti-conservatism)


▐Safe space for (feel free to ask why, NICELY. I do enjoy having conversations on these topics! Just don't be a fucking asshole!)
- All good-faith gendernonconformity and labels, including lesboys and turigirls, m-spec lesbians, femboy transfems, tomboy transmascs, whatever else. Identities and experiences are too complicated to be fully and completely summarized in a couple words, you don't get to decide what labels are suitable for who.
- Neos/xenos, MOGAI, pronoun non-conformity, aroace inclusion, obviously.
- also non-dysphoric transness (as in, euphoric transness)
- Anti-C proshippers. Being anti-harassment doesn't mean “I'm going to make spaces for groomers”
- ALL systems EXCLUDING fakeclaimers. Welcome my eurogenic, endogenic, quoigenic, tulpa friends:) Learn about the actual endo label here. Here is a paper and an abstract showing trauma to DID statistics, this essay, this paper on fugue states. Plurality is classed under dissociative disorders, not trauma disorders, for a reason. Most endos aren't even claiming to have DID in the first place. Plural =/= DID.
- TransID/TransX, as long as it isn't being used as a way to justify hurting people.
- I am PRO-FIC and ANTI-C! If you want to hurt yourself, people or animals outside of strict fantasy (reminder: no such thing as thought crime), please find the care you need.


















